the day when the committee deliberates my case and when they decide whether or not to keep me in the university.

God, I'm scared.

I cant.

Oh no.

woot.

I made so many mistakes during my first semester at UP.

good Lord, give me a second chance.

yep yep. As of October 13, 2009 I am now 17 years old. xD

Yesterday was probably one of the best days ever from sunrise to sunset and even after sunset... actually even before sunrise, my roommates had already greeted me happy birthday. They were singing to me at 12mn, even though I was still obviously groggy and out of my proper thinking.

My cellphone was FLOODING with birthday greetings by then.

and when I woke up again in the morning there was a gigantic banner thing that said: "Happy Birthday Minamahal!" (or Happy Birthday, my love!) complete with poems and all from a few of my other friends. that's what they call me since my real name stands for "loved one" or "my love". hehhe. how sweet.

Then, when I went down to bring the laundry to the laundrywoman, there, in big, bold and... artistic letters read: "Happy Birthday Sinta" from my roommates. and beside it was a gigantic piece of paper with greetings from all sorts of people. xD imagine my surprise and embarrassment.

I can never count how many people greeted me that day... let alone how many times I was greeted.

Even everybody at the examination room sang me a birthday song. xD and my crush even personally gave me his sweetest smile and gave me his greetings. (*blushes extremely red*) he even borrowed one of my bracelets for him to keep over the sembreak for "remembrance." Can you even understand how flushed and amazed I was at the time? xD ayeeeee!! xDDDDD

then, I rushed over to the pawnshop to get the money my mom sent to me for my birthday since i was supposed to treat a few friends to dinner. ^^

A friend of mine even hitched on a carrier truck of softdrinks just to come over.

awwwww...

and best of all my bestfriend sent me a birthday card(and a ream of bondpaper) which got me all teary. >.<

I lalalalalLOOOOVEd my birthday!

To all those who made my wonderful, wonderful day possible, thank you!

Love you guys. I wont forget that day ever.

yep, that's what I'm doin' right now. sorta like the really small calming down time before the finals. heheh.

speaking of finals, i'm a tad bit scared. and lazy to study for it. I've always been anyway, so what's new?

hahha.